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WRITING.

Personal essays and notes from ALICE ADRIANNE ESTHER CLARK.

Green and blue abstract artwork with two pink circular forms and the artist’s signature.

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Even Just for a Little While

A personal journal entry about hearing voices, isolation, and wishing for a little quiet.

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Abstract artwork with swirling lavender, blue, pink, and black forms, signed 2026.

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So It Hurts

A personal essay by ALICE ADRIANNE ESTHER CLARK about loneliness, a painful relationship, and wanting to be accepted as herself.

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Freaking Replicants

A personal essay by ALICE ADRIANNE ESTHER CLARK.

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Vivid underwater-inspired abstract artwork with a face, geometric forms, and bright bands of color.

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Hunger Is Boring

A personal essay about a hard night, art made in the middle of it, and the exhausting work of getting through the next day.

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Abstract artwork in burgundy, gray, and purple with layered marks, a small purple figure, and a signature at the bottom.

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Grief

A personal essay about the weight of grief, memory, and the moments it arrives without warning.

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Pastel abstract digital artwork with large pale shapes, fluorescent pink details, and scattered marks.

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Angry

ALICE ADRIANNE ESTHER CLARK writes about anger, identity, and claiming credit for her work.

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Blue and gray abstract digital artwork with illuminated shapes and curved lines.

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Night-time at the sanitarium.

ALICE ADRIANNE ESTHER CLARK reflects on sleeplessness, exhaustion, and finding ways to keep going.

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Neon-toned digital artwork showing a large eye, laces, and layered abstract forms.

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Stupid Whore Rant

ALICE ADRIANNE ESTHER CLARK writes candidly about harassment, exhaustion, and holding onto herself.

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