Stupid Whore Rant

Stupid whore. I hate the sound of those words. I hear them almost daily, and I'm not a whore. This shit has to stop. I think they're trying to set me on fire right now, these fucking freaks that I don't let in but manage to break in anyways… fuck, how the hell am I supposed to do anything. I'm dissociated, sitting in my room writing this, and sort of halfway feeling what they're doing to me. I would say it's psychosomatic except I end up with real burns. And broken eye sockets. And it all hurts way too much.

They're the pair of idiots who've been camped outside my window hollering at me and harassing me daily for years, without a break at all. It's demoralizing and dehumanizing, and they are fucking pedophile monsters. I hate them and want them to fuck off and die in a corner somewhere.

The police are here more often than not these days and these fuckers still won't stop. It's like they have to keep attacking me or they die or something. And I know for a fact that's not true.

I slipped into catatonia the other day and am fighting it now. The only thing my body wants to do is just sleep and not move but I can't let them keep hurting me. I even started stuttering again, and I haven't done that in decades.

I have a theory that they are bacteria, they even identify themselves as gonorrhea and syphilis. Which sounds ridiculous until I put on the Rife frequencies associated with those diseases and they start getting uncomfortable and leave. Pop. And they really don't like any of the subliminals I make that involve immunity to virii and bacteria. They shit in everything, piss all over the floors and furniture, so I'm pretty sure they are comfortable with living in filth. Which I am sorely NOT comfortable with.

I am so very tired of everybody trying to control me, and yeah that's an over generalization, but it feels like everyone in my life has at some point or another tried to murder me or have me murdered just because they couldn't get me to fall in line with everyone else. It's not that I don't try, I am conditioned to be a people pleaser, although that doesn't always stick either.

I think I have to call Google, cuz these freaks are trying to get into things of mine again, and trying to get into my Google accounts to do it.